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*This is the same text in a readable version.
You don't know yet if this text is relevant to you. Your eyes are busy
telling if it is worth investing time in or not. Meanwhile, you're
placing your hand on the mouse or a mobile screen. Your body is
attached to the object and you haven't left my text yet. Which
decision will you make? Scroll down to read something that you don't
even know? or just close this window? You're letting yourself go
straight down as you're accustomed to it. You navigate your fingers
through this area. Wait, no it's maybe that your fingers navigate you.
At this moment you might question if you still would like to read it
or not. Maybe you're not fully sure about what you think. You are not
convinced whether your scroll down comes from your interest in it or
just the feeling of duty, or a habitual repetitions that you've
learned. The road where you stand now is still spread linear. You can
just move straight, which is easy. But is your mind also as easy and
flat as it is? It'd make it hard for you to stay sharp. But anyways
you're just reading it. As you sense, this text doesn't really say
things. Now you would think you'll exit this page soon. It seems like
you're thinking... You're thinking what you think about. You're
feeling what you're trying to think. But your feeling is not easy to
grab. You may try to stay conscious of who and where you are now. You
don't want to lose yourself on the linear highway. So far you've read
266 words. By now you might be a bit tired. To be honest I'm also
getting tired. I wanted to pinpoint something specific in this text
but now I'm not that keen anymore. But does it really matter? Anyways
we were supposed to move down. Scrolling down, it's such a simple and
natural thing to do in the screen. But it might be a simplified thing
out of a complex reality. Not a simple thing. The way we move is
linear and speedy. In fact, we don't have many options. A scrolling
bar at the right side keeps implying that there’s a lot of hidden
(tempting?) contents further down. Leading myself bottom is a ‘must
thing to do’, rather than ‘what I want to do’. It’s like I’m driving
on an endless highway. It doesn’t have obstacles but weirdly I’m
getting oblivious of things. This navigation system is so-called
‘intuitively’ designed, but then... are we sure if this is completely
from our intuition and choice? What do you think? How do you feel
while scrolling down in the world of the digital screen? Let me know
if you want to share your thoughts. If you lost yourself while reading
this text, I hope you will get yourself back again soon, because you
don't have to scroll down anymore. Ciao.
21th Sep 2022
Nami